This week's Mama Kat's Writing Assignment that I chose was prompt #2 "What are your confessions?"Whew, here we go:
- I confess that I'm not as strong as most people think I am. Deep down, I feel weak and less sure of myself then perhaps I come across. I suppose I feel like I don't have a choice-it's either be the way I am or completely fall apart. Falling apart just doesn't sound like a viable option.
- I confess that I'm absolutely terrified of letting my parents, my sister and my friends down every single day.
- I confess that I don't think I've ever really been in love before. As a 26 year old this makes me very sad but hopeful at the same time.
- I confess that I expect a lot from people.
- I confess that some days I don't want to get out of bed in the morning. It's safe, warm and nothing bad can happen. I can dream of happier times.
- I confess that I still constantly worry about everything like I did when I was younger. I haven't grown out of that stage quite yet. Something tells me I never will.
- I confess that I truly just want to be liked by everyone. I can't stand knowing that someone doesn't like me or is mad at me for some reason. I know that's impossible for everyone to like me, but why not?
- I confess that lately I enjoy spending more time alone. Wonder what that means?
- I confess that I still really don't like running but I know that it's good for me so I keep doing it everyday. Let's call it my self-inflicted torture.
- I confess that sometimes, I still really just want to be a singer. Living in LA is kind of woken that dream up in me.
- I confess that since my parents died, I've thought about never getting married.
- I've also considered never having children because they aren't here for it.
- I confess that I know I'm going to do amazing things for the music industry, if only someone would give be a chance to show that.
- I confess that I never ever would have guessed that I would have enjoyed blogging as much as I do now. : )
